three weeks of something.at least.

my 'cuti' is almost come to the an end. not too fast and not too slow. just following the time with relaying the humid and rainy weather.


living on the same routine everyday. wake up, prepare for lunch, check email, reply the email, check fb twitter and so on then tv, check email again, lunch, dinner, check email, and sleep. same goes to the next next days. my muscles and nerves were getting bored. only just a few times i have been enrolling myself with family gathering, jogging, walking, gym-ing, mosque-ing, having a cup of ice-lemon tea at old-town white coffee, plus travel on train to nowhere in town. otherwise, i was at home sitting in front of this hp pavilion laptop screen =S

while sitting, i also have been spendin some time wif reading some sweet blogs of my friends..actually, i do hate reading bcz i will read and yawning, read and yawing all the time.. but only for 'these blogs' i never miss any of their post. i really wanna keeping myself update with their interesting lifes journey..

what i have read lately and out of sudden, almost all of them are busy updating on their love journey. the true story of  The La and The Le.  i admit that yeaa i was melting when reading of the sweetness-es of their loving stories. stories on how are they loving and taking care each other, sharing hobbies and taking pictures together.haha cute. honestly, i have been asking to myself while reading 'I want a bf too. I mean right noww!!'

Haha x)

But after reading on the other sad part storylines where some of them are not in a stable condition :- the other half was frustrating or regretting or wtv with this so called 'loving world'... actually, it makes me afraid as well. afraid on feeling fear or anxiety. worrying that the same things or same mistakes or any undesirable will occur. i think it is so hard and it needs a very strong strong strong person to face it. and idontthink i am the one of this type of person. so i decided to keep telling myself, 'Go prepare yourself first until u r completely ready.'

Lennon and wife, yoko ono <3

"Everything in life is temporary. So, if things are going good,

enjoy it because it won't last forever. 

And if things are going bad, don't worry,because

it cannot last forever either."